ENGLISH TRANSLATION FROM THE GERMAN (My German letters to Vladimir Putin). ~When my Florida driver’s license photo was taken in 2002, I dreamed about Vladimir:
September 10, 2002: Within two weeks, I must have money, and I have no money this month for electricity. I’ve learned German grammar, but I have to learn more words. If I lived in Germany, I would learn German fast. I’m always dizzy, and every hour I have to urinate. Therefore, I’m afraid that I can’t work, unless I have very pliable hours. My grammar’s not perfect, but I believe a German would understand me. I must often refer to my grammar book, but I learn the grammar quickly. The grammar is complicated, I need time to learn the grammar well. If I lived in Germany or with a German, it would help me to learn the grammar.
September 11, 2002: Since Vladimir and Lyudmila have safely arrived in the United States, I confess that I’m not confused over what to do about my support for Vladimir and Brent. For years I have thirsted for Brent, and always, I will thirst for Brent. But I’m confused over what to do to protect my friends against a possible jet crash. But since Vladimir’s in the United States, I want to meet Vladimir. My nerves have been manipulated by machine (computer). If I meet Vladimir, I fear the Jesuits would manipulate my nerves and I’d become very ill. But I’m not afraid to meet Vladimir, I just fear that the Jesuits would damage myself, Vladimir or my friends. It’s difficult for me because the machine manipulates my nerves and I become too sick to work. I have no money.
September 12, 2002: I am probably, of all the people in the world, the one who most prevents the Jesuits from increasing their military aggression in the world. That’s because the Jesuits risk catastrophic exposure because of the statements that I write. The Jesuits want to kill or weaken me, but they want to place the blame for their crimes against me on another conspiracy besides themselves. If the Jesuits succeed, they want to use this other conspiracy for a huge increase in military aggression against us.
We play a game. The Jesuits want to be faster than us in their attempt to create another conspiracy for a huge increase in military aggression against us. But first, they must create another conspiracy besides themselves to cover up their crimes.
Did Lyudmila change her first name? What was her first name in October 2001?
September 13, 2002: I want Vladimir to retain Lyudmila as his legal wife. Also, I want to be Vladimir’s legal wife. Vladimir will have two legal wives. Vladimir will have no sex with Lyudmila. To the public, Lyudmila will appear as his legal wife. Lyudmila’s allowed to have two legal husbands. If Lyudmila wants sex, she will have sex with another husband, but not with Vladimir.
As Vladimir’s legal wife, Lyudmila will be paid the best money. The activities of Vladimir, myself, Lyudmila and Lyudmila’s spouse will be entirely on tape. The Jesuits’ computer now causes in me loss of mental acuity for about two seconds when I must focus. This computer makes me constipated. In my neighborhood, I’ve noticed a huge increase in nervous activity. The symptoms which I suffer from the Jesuits’ computer are now spasmodic and very temporary, but they happen at undesirable times.
September 14, 2002: A President’s wife has a demanding job. But, for me, it’s particularly challenging because I must become accustomed to a new language, culture and family. Also, I will carefully study the law and stop my novel.
I may not live in hotels. I hate fame. Therefore, I’ll allow Lyudmila to stay in hotels and have the fame.
Vladimir is courageous and longs for peace in the world. I also long for peace in the world and want to help him.
When I marry Vladimir, I refuse to discuss with the public or a stranger my marriage or family. I will not compete with Lyudmila.
I don’t fester over past injustices. I don’t find gratification in revenge and regret. I work without recognition to support peace and forgiveness.
September 15, 2002: I want to go to Europe with Vladimir, and I don’t want my family to know that I’ve married him. My family believes that I’ve had translator training. If I live in Europe with Vladimir, I’ll declare to my family that I work as a translator.
A fuel tanker tipped yesterday around MACCLENNY, Florida and broke into flames. MaCCLENNY writes in the same way as LOREE MCBRIDE. AGAIN, the Jesuits try to create another conspiracy with which to blame their crimes against Vladimir and myself.
September 16, 2002: When Vladimir and I appear together in public outside of Europe, I want him to treat me businesslike. Outside of Europe, Vladimir must not treat me like his lover. The Jesuits manipulate my nerves to make my temperature higher. Lately, my temperature has been about 98.6 degrees Fahrenheit. My normal temperature is about 97.6 degrees Fahrenheit. It’s harder for me to concentrate when my temperature is 98.6. The Jesuits can use their computer to make my pulse go very fast.
I lost my piano because I had no money to move it. I like a piano that has a beautiful tone.
The Jesuits’ computer now causes my hands to tremble, but I’m not afraid. I’ll claim to my family that I translate medical transcriptions from patients. I’ll say that I placed my resume on the Internet and that a German pharmaceutical company contacted me. I’ll say that I work as a freelance translator and submit my work through the Internet. The Jesuits’ computer now causes my eyes to be bloodshot.
September 17, 2002: If I had Putin’s name, then the Jesuits would make my family in the United States the focus of attention. Therefore, I don’t want to change my name. I know that the Jesuits are damned to burn alive as worms in hell, and that they are inhuman monsters. When Vladimir and I fly to Europe, If Vladimir wants, by having sex with him on the jet, we’ll marry or consummate our marriage. I’ll marry Vladimir by having sex with him on the jet. I know that the Jesuits are DAMNED to burn alive as WORMS IN HELL, and that they are INHUMAN monsters!
September 18, 2002: I should wear a wedding ring, but it should not resemble a typical wedding ring. Watch the film My Fair Lady with Audrey Hepburn. In this film, you see the jewelry and dress that looks attractive on Audrey, her style is mine. My wedding ring’s metal should have a silver tone. It should be sparkling, soft, highly original and creative–not gold in color. It should not be bulky, thick, desolate or geometric.
Vladimir’s very manly, courageous and intelligent. Therefore, I find him sexually attractive. And he’s a good man. When we marry, I want to carry on a normal two-way conversation with him on the phone. I’ll discuss or communicate with no one the Spiner/McBride legal case, except for the statements I write that I’ll submit to my mailbox. I will only through written statements discuss the Spiner/McBride case.
September 19, 2002: I’m very ill. I drove last night by ambulance to the hospital. The Jesuits’ computer makes me very ill. I’m very dizzy and disgusting. I have no money to buy medicines or visit doctors. I have the greatest longing to be with Vladimir, and want to marry him. If I must be brought onto the jet with a stretcher, I want to be with Vladimir. The Jesuits’ computer makes me very tired. Yesterday and today I’ve been exhausted.
The Jesuits’ computer causes my pulse rate to be very fast. Jesuits want the world to believe that I’m afraid to meet Vladimir. I’M NOT AFRAID TO MEET VLADIMIR. When I think about Vladimir I feel peace and happiness, and he infuses me with courage.
September 20, 2002: The Jesuits try to create the impression that my marriage with Vladimir would be a catastrophe. They want to minimize the damage they’ll sustain if I marry Vladimir or if I meet him for the first time. They want Vladimir to appear as a perverse man, and as a tyrant and unstable, in his public image. From this impression they create, they want me to appear anxious with Vladimir, and for his courage to come across as arrogance. Both Vladimir and I are heroic. We should be together. The Jesuits’ computer causes my fingers to stumble as I grasp for things, and I stumble as I go. I’m very dizzy.
The attached 22. September 2002 letter, I will submit to my employment agency (Workforce Personnel Services, 2749 Capital Circle N.E., Tallahassee, FL). I enclose it as evidence. While I wrote this, I became very sick from the nerve machine. The Jesuits don’t like this letter.
- September 2002
Though I have no formal training in German, apart from secondary school, I’ve taught myself German. It interests me most to work as a medical translator. Perhaps I could translate medical instructions for patients. When I work as a translator, I want to use the computer in my apartment to submit my work, but I have no computer right now.
I’m a college graduate and have a special distinction for this work. I studied health. I taught biology and chemistry for high school students. If I lived in Germany, I’d be fluent within a month. Therefore, I want to live in Germany.
Without any help, I wrote this letter in German. I speak and write the most excellent English and can read and speak English at university graduate school level.
If I’m hired, I’d request that I could obtain a German/English medical dictionary.
I have no money and would require entire financial support for my move to Germany. If it’s desirable, I’d become a German citizen.
September 22, 2002: I’ll cut off cable television and will watch no television broadcasts, because the Jesuits claim that American television broadcasts conspire against them. If Jesuits weaken or kill me, they want to eliminate American television broadcasts as a danger to them, by claiming that these broadcasts conspire against them. I believe the Jesuits want to kill me with their nerve machine (computer). When I went to the hospital, I know I had no earache. But maybe I’ll have an earache because the nerve machine (computer) gives me sinus congestion today. I have my bags packed and want to go to Europe, but I have no money. I must have money and I want a two-way communication with Vladimir. I wrote instructions about my move to Europe so that the movers (packers) will have no confusion.
September 23, 2002: I know that if I marry Vladimir, the Jesuits will try to destroy my marriage. When I marry Vladimir I plan to work as a law student, translator and/or a writer so that when the Jesuits make me ill with their computer/nerve machine, I’ll say that the Jesuits are trying to undermine my productivity, and that I’m not ill because of my marriage. As I studied German this summer, I prepared myself for a real job. I never intended that I would pass off as a fake translator. If I worked as a translator, I’d try to do professional work, but I know the Jesuits would try to undermine me. I believe I’d enjoy translator work. It seems unlikely that I suffer under the Jesuits, because I’m a tough and wise woman. But I am suffering and have suffered under the Jesuits for years. Most people, if they were in my shoes, would have died or become mentally ill.
September 24, 2002: Although I believe the Pope no longer wants to kill me, I believe he’s a coward and I feel offended towards President Bush, because President Bush in May visited Vladimir and THE POPE at the same time. Therefore, I want Vladimir to be businesslike with President Bush. I believe that the Pope and the Jesuits duel with each other. NOW, the Pope wants me unhurt and the Jesuits want to kill me. The Pope must blame his crimes against me on the Jesuits to protect the Catholic religion. The Jesuits and the Pope share the blame. The Pope has capitulated, but the Jesuits have not. Now and always, the Jesuits want to kill me. Now, they want, out of the blue, to pin the blame on the Pope. The Jesuits are the military troops of the Catholic organization. The Jesuit leader is called a GENERAL.
The Jesuits attack my nerves with their nerve machine (computer). Through unnecessary psychiatric medications, they have caused damage to me over the years. If I live in Europe I will not make phone calls to the United States or send e-mails, unless it’s very important. If I must make a phone call to the United States, I’ll pay for the call. Instead, I’ll write letters to the U.S. If I have the Internet, I’ll only send and receive e-mails and will use the Internet to send and receive for my work. But everything in English that’s on the Internet I’ll avoid when I live in Europe.
September 25, 2002: Starting yesterday, I have a new symptom. Now with their computer the Jesuits seize my inner ears. This is a NEW symptom. It seems that because of their computer every week I have five or more new symptoms.
I believe that when I have sex with Vladimir, the Jesuits, with their computer, will undermine my orgasm. Although this month my love for Vladimir has grown, my sex drive has diminished. When I fantasize about Vladimir my sex drive has become particularly strange and diminished.
Also, always when I exercise on my glider at six p.m., I sleep strange and poorly that night. When I exercise on my glider, the Jesuits attack my sleep that night. Also, my arms, hands, legs, and/or feet inadvertently stumble into things–and fast. THIS IS A NEW SYMPTOM.
When Vladimir and I marry and I first have a place to live in Europe, then I can tell my family that Vladimir and I have a relationship. BUT NOW, I MUST HAVE MONEY. When I live in Europe I’ll create a website on the Internet, so that my American family can keep pace with me. This website address I’ll only give out to my American family members.
September 26, 2002: I have a new symptom. In the last two days, my nerves, bed and floor seem as though they connect and tremble together. Because of the Jesuits’ computer, and because the Jesuits have read people’s minds for years, they know I mainly exercise on my glider to help with sleep and stress. Jesuits don’t want me to do physical activity; therefore, they want me to believe that when I exercise on my glider I don’t benefit or help my sleep or stress.
Usually, physical exercise causes me to sleep well. For me it’s strange that when I do physical exercise I don’t have excellent sleep. In August 2000, every other day I walked for an hour in Washington. At the same time, a rapist appeared from nowhere. xxxxxx is a first class neighborhood.
Perhaps the Jesuits want to induce in me heart failure and to blame this heart failure on lack of physical exercise. I have another new symptom. I feel pressure against my heart. It’s very unpleasant. Why must I be punished because first-class men love me? Vladimir and I want the Jesuit torture against us to stop!
September 27, 2002: Although the main reason I want to live in Europe is to be near Vladimir, I have other reasons for wanting to live in Europe. Because of Jesuit computer manipulation of my health, I’ve been hindered and have adapted to this, by training for a profession that accommodates my erratic symptoms. I must work in a profession that accommodates my handicaps and allows me maximum autonomy. Therefore, I’ve trained to be a translator.
If I lived in Germany I’d be a better translator because I’d be immersed in the German language. Therefore, I want to live in Germany. Also, I want to be an attorney who specializes in international law and I believe that as a future lawyer with such a specialty, it would be helpful to learn other languages and to live abroad.
As Vladimir’s wife, if I require a housekeeper, I’d pay for her utilities, because what I eat is very complicated. Yesterday, when I ate beans, the Jesuit computer made me strangely nauseous with irritable bowel and bloating. Today, after these symptoms diminished, I ate a chicken dish that I often eat with no symptoms, and the Jesuit computer gave me the exact same symptoms that I had with the beans.
And now it’s two in the morning and I can’t sleep, because as I lay on my bed, it seems as if my head and I tremble in harmony with my bed. I must have some sleep because for the past two days I’ve slept poorly. When I take my ear medicine from the hospital, I remain sick with the same symptoms.
October 28, 2002: In August 2000 when I lived in Seattle, I saw coverage on news broadcasts about the Russian Kursk submarine disaster. At the time I thought the Russian government orchestrated the Kursk submarine disaster (in cooperation with the Catholic Church) to cause the United States to declare war on Russia, because an American submarine was near the Russian Kursk submarine. Then I thought it strange that when the Dutch offered to help the Kursk, the Russian government rejected their offer. At the time, I didn’t know how Vladimir looked. And in September 2000, his name escaped me. Russia’s strange reaction makes sense if the AMERICAN SUBMARINE TORPEDOED THE KURSK SUBMARINE.
October 31, 2002: Dear Vladimir, please read this brochure. This woman explains what the Bible says about heaven. I love you. Gail Chord