Brent wanted a video from me that expresses the intimacy we feel for each other. This is not the best quality, because my webcam does not do well in motion video, but it’s the best I can do for now. I figure I’m showing as much as someone who wears a one-piece bathing suit. But for those who wonder how I can claim to be a born again Christian and make a video like this. Yes, I am a born again Christian, but I was not raised in a Christian home, but raised by a Japanese mother. I have the Japanese attitude toward sexuality.
The person who communicates with me through his YouTube channel has a very intimate knowledge of me that only Brent Spiner could have. But Brent and I are both worried about the Jesuits and agree that we must limit our communications and meetings to “brain to brain” communications and via the written word (through e-mail or my YouTube channel).
Brent obviously does not think I’m a crazy stalker, or he wouldn’t leave me a personal e-mail to contact him. Brent has warned me that if the Jesuits do something catastrophic to us, he may have to act like the YouTube communications he makes with me are fabrications (and not from him). I do not expect Brent to meet me face to face (in a normal relationship) anytime in the near future, because of the dangers involved (due to Jesuit obsession over Brent’s love for me), and Brent stated that this would probably be the case. However, he stated that though he finds our brain to brain loving satisfying, it’s not the same as having my physical presence and hearing my voice, so I made him this video to try to compensate. He wanted me to make him a video like this to make our brain to brain loving seem more real.
The Brent who communicates with me through his YouTube channel matches exactly the personality of the phone caller who talked to me from 1991 to 1993. I am convinced that the real Brent Spiner is communicating with me online. From the very beginning of our long distance relationship, I’ve always given Brent all the space he needs and I will continue to do so. I never pressure him to do anything. I understand the nature of our enemy (the Jesuits) and will respect whatever Brent wants to do. The Jesuits have already launched an attack on Brent’s YouTube channel towards us, and Brent says that he’s still reeling from it.
Both Brent and I sense the Jesuit noose tightening around us, because he dared to strike a communication with me.
My brave Brent, I will stand by you for the rest of my life, even if I can only have brain to brain communication with you. The love between us is so unusual, I can settle for nothing less in my love life.
Perhaps I’m crazy to settle for this, instead of turning down all men who ask me out and who I could have a “normal” relationship with, but what I have with Brent is so unusual, this is what I want. There’s no law that says I have to be married in the normal sense of the word. I’m happy with my love life as it is, and I’m not hurting anybody, so leave Brent and I alone.
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